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Dec 10, 2006 19:44

I realized that the Internet was only distracting me from studying for finals, so I *gasp* unplugged my network cable and left to climb up on my bed and actually write my lab report. For the first time in my life, I somehow get wireless Internet sitting on my bed. This has NEVER happened before, regardless of the very many times I've tried to get some sort of connection. Granted, it's "very low" but that's better than nothing. So I decided that this was some sort of sign from God telling me to take a break from t-tests and ANOVAs and update my good old el-jay.

Unfortunately, not much has happened lately. Though to be honest, I think that's probably a good thing. No news is usually good news. I just wish that finals were over so I can go home, rejuvenate, and then come back ready to start next semester out anew. Unfortunately, life doesn't work that way, and I have these big, ugly things called FINALS to study for. And for those of you who don't know, FINALS is actually an acronym. It stands for "Fuck I Never Actually Learned this Shit." In case you were wondering.

I've decided that I'm rearranging my room for next semester (wait, did I say rearranging? I meant directing my big strong boyfriend as to where to move furniture!). No, in all seriousness, I don't mind moving furniture. Plus, I need to work on my soley lacking upper body strength. That's another thing...Jenna and I are going to try to make regular workouts a part of our lives next semester. I'm not sure how that will work since I'm taking a lot of credits (I'll have junior standing by the beginning of next year...I'm a freshman), but it's something I'm realizing would be beneficial. Like, no more gaining weight during the semeseter and then losing it all because I don't have time to eat with self-designed lab and finals.

On a more random note, it's kind of interesting to step back and examine who I've become in the past six months or so. I'm definitely a completely different person. Better in some ways, and not so good in other ways. That's ok though, I have a whole lifetime to be perfect :) I think recently I've made some decisions that were really important to me, and while they don't really affect me in the short-term, they've had a huge impact on my long-term goals, and I think in many ways, I will be content for the first time, and I'm really happy about that (and no, I'm not being obnoxiously vague on purpose, I just figured most people weren't interested in the details. If by chance you're curious as to what I'm talking about, just ask). In any case, life is looking up. Still haven't made all the decisions I need to about stuff...volunteering next semester (I should, but I don't really want to, it's such a shitty little hospital), clubs, job this summer, ITALY!!!!!!

Yeah so Italy is one of those bombs I haven't dropped on my parents yet, but I reallllllllly want to go the summer after my second year. Because rumor has it that not only would be doing our usual trip to Alba, where we have another campus, but for Hadyn's 300th, we would be going to VIENNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I kind want to go. Just a little bit.

I think I might start writing in this more. I'm not sure if anyone cares, but it's nice to be able to ramble every once in awhile. And now...back to lab reports and studying for bio! (I promised myself that when I finish the lab report, I get to watch an episode of Rescue Me...because when all else fails, bribery is the shit).

*love*
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