May 29, 2004 12:31
I've seen each picture a thousand times.
And each time I want to reach out and touch her.
Is that bad?
Am I doing something wrong?
I want to run my fingers through her hair.
And watch her fall asleep.
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I don't know what to think right now.
I DO know I don't need YOU fucking calling every five minutes to ask where I am, where I'm going, and who I'm with.
We aren't even fucking dating.
Get over it you fucking psycho.
How do you get out of a "bad relationship" where she supposedly treated you like shit, then turn around and before we've even gone out, try and control my fucking life?
Excuse me for leaving the house with RYAN, MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND FOR LIKE THE LAST TWO YEARS.
I didn't realize that right was stolen from me the second we started talking.
I quit.
I fucking hate relationships.
It's bullshit.
What I want, I can't have, what I have, I don't want.
God's fucking with me, the bastard.
Just because I eat pussy.