Comments | raining_cloud: Worst night of my life.

raining_cloud

Worst night of my life.

Aug 16, 2008 07:24

I've been lied to from the beginning. Last night was one of the worst of my life. I thought I was a better judge of character. It's over.

I may or may not be coming to Boone still. I'm not sure.

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tribalkittykat August 16 2008, 17:32:20 UTC

I am so sorry

raining_cloud August 16 2008, 21:29:22 UTC

Thank you...I miss you all a lot.

Oh No! defygravity0915 August 16 2008, 22:14:29 UTC

I don't know anything about what happened, but it sounds devastating.

***HUGS***

Re: Oh No! raining_cloud August 16 2008, 22:21:15 UTC

Thanks Amy! I wish I could be in NZ with you right now...

pseudokiwi August 16 2008, 23:07:17 UTC

I'm sorry.

raining_cloud August 17 2008, 01:04:02 UTC

Thank you. I just spoke with Sam, and I agree that I want you all to remain neutral in the situation. I don't want to be that person who says "You're either with me or with her," cause that's just bitchy and childish. As long as I know that I have your support (which doesn't necessarily mean not-supporting her) and that I can lean on you all if I need to, that's all that really matters to me. I probably won't be coming to Boone, though I will be coming sometime to get my bed, my kitchen stuff, and probably the dining room table. I'd really like to arrange a weekend sometime relatively soon to have you, Mike, Sam, and Holly (if she can) come here to Knoxville. That way, you and Mike could split the gas (hell, I'd pay for some of it) and Sam would only have to drive the 3 hours here. What do you think?

pseudokiwi August 17 2008, 14:17:56 UTC

Thank you for that, I care for you both. I am supportive of you and we will do our best to manage the visit.

torque_spackey August 17 2008, 02:13:11 UTC

I'm so sorry, dear. *hugs*

raining_cloud August 17 2008, 02:29:05 UTC

Thank you, Kate. *hugs back*

lojs_mirage August 18 2008, 00:51:16 UTC

Hey girl, I don't know what happened, but I can only guess the worst and I just want you to know that I am really sorry and if you ever need anything you are more than welcome to call me or write me. I hope that things get better for you. :-/

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raining_cloud August 18 2008, 00:54:17 UTC

Aww, thank you so much Sarah. I may take you up on that. I had actually just been talking about how I missed hanging out with you.

lojs_mirage August 23 2008, 22:35:25 UTC

I would like that also. I have had my share of heartbreak and the obsessive almost life-consuming thoughts that come along with it. I am serious, if you ever want to talk, or get together and have coffee or something, I am totally down and you can vent as much as you want. You were my roommate too and I really enjoyed the time we had together. : )

Ps--this is so late because I have inconsistent access to internet lol