Nov 10, 2004 21:15
I can't say how bad of a mood I'm in. I mean, I'm generally happy, but certain things set me off and I just want to run, or hit something.
I try to think of everyday as a good day, but I can't help but thinking "hell, what's going to happen today?"
I know this kind of attitude sucks. Trust me, I dislike it also.
I want someone to come home to,
To hold
To tell my life story
To laugh with
To be myself with
To hang out with
To be my friend
That so isn't against you Paul. Not one bit, so don't believe it is. It's just something that spurted out.
It could be real, it could be just me thinking. It could be that I don't know what the hell I'm talking about, just like a lot of other times.. Yeah, I vote for that one.
I can't get out of this crappy mood and I want to so bad. It's like trying to cry because you know that you need to, but you can't and it gives you that feeling in the back of your throat.
I'm as ready as I'm getting for Saturday.... I'm scared
5 months