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These last few days have been absolute crap for me. Nothing has been going right. I've been breaking down all over the place and I can't seem to pull it together quite right.
- That whole Wynn drama
- My oldest fish died
- The bank wouldn't cash my checks, the bitches
- My favorite cd is broken
- I might have to quit my job(which I love) for a place closer to me
- The screwdriver is still in my room, leaving un-kept promises fresh
- I miss Wynn's parents
- I miss Wynn...a lot
- All my friends have significant others so it's hard to hang out with them
- I have NO car
- I'm just NOT happy.
I'm trying my hardest to be happy for everyone and I'm trying to make it seem like I don't care to Wynn. The truth is, I'm just barely making it. I'm upset the majority of the time and even though things keep piling on top of me.. it's mostly about Wynn that I'm so sad. I really can't believe that he would do that. I'm shocked. That was possibly the meanest thing I've ever seen anyone do. Let alone the meanest thing someone has done to me...
How come I can't ever be TRULY happy?