I'm trying to "Have a little faith in me"
Today has been an absolute downer and the worst part is that I really don't know why. I woke up this morning feeling like absolute crap. I didn't want to get up. I didn't want to see anyone and I really really didn't want to face the fact that another one of my fish is dying and I don't know what to do about it.
My self esteem was just taking a downward spiral. Everytime I walked past a mirror I couldn't help but look and then I just wanted to bury myself in a hole and die. I thought things were getting so great. I don't know what happened.
I even aced a physics quiz and it didn't help at all.
Mr. P calling me Syrinx this morning made it even worse. I wanted to punch him in the face. He seriously had no reason to do that...it made me feel worthless and that I couldn't really do anything right. It's like something bad happens and then a whole line of bad things follow that. It's this endless long line of dreadful, bad things.
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My self esteem was just taking a downward spiral. Everytime I walked past a mirror I couldn't help but look and then I just wanted to bury myself in a hole and die. I thought things were getting so great. I don't know what happened.
I even aced a physics quiz and it didn't help at all.
Mr. P calling me Syrinx this morning made it even worse. I wanted to punch him in the face. He seriously had no reason to do that...it made me feel worthless and that I couldn't really do anything right. It's like something bad happens and then a whole line of bad things follow that. It's this endless long line of dreadful, bad things.
More later... S is here