If I love him so much...
Then why I am I breathlessly frightened by these messages?
"Wow! THANK YOU!
!!!!!!
Um, hehe... yEaaaA!
I would call you but i can't even talk right now. I am glowing so brightly from within, that i don't know how to match it with words. I just got home to Nani's house, and excitedly saw the wonderful energy you sent me through pen and paper. I've read it three times already. I wanted to call you right away, but I have to roll around in this bliss for a few more moments.. Still i have to respond in some way, immeadiately so that you may share this joy too. So, thank you and wow! And thank you thank you thank you thank you.. for so many things i can't start now, but to say the most important.. Thanks for gettin me!
... you overwhelm me! Muwah!"
"...you once said that you wanted to feel my stare, hungry for you, from across the room... well i don't know if you can feel it now, but it is burning brighter than ever. We all have our walls. I'm sure i had a few up while around you. I don't always fully understand my walls or how to break them down. Sometimes I think they have kept me from fully falling in love. SOmetimes those walls get broken down. Rarely all at once. I don't even know what those walls are let alone how to take them down. Whatever and however.. You just did it. I feel like a little pin just came along and took out the Great Wall of China and these love starved Mongols are charging out. I was ready for gushy love letter.. But I sure didn't expect to have it unleash this... I'm a..."
"... right now i'm a giggling goo ball of joy and love and appreciation!"
"I'm sitting here wondering what I would mess up if I were to just hop on a plane tomorrow morning. I don't really want to go to work anyway, hehe! Oh but i have to fire my putz of a lawyer and get a new one this week and i dont think i have time to mess around with that task. Everything else could wait, so that i could see you right away!"
I don't want to screw him up and i don't want him to screw me up... and it always happens- but damn i love him. I kinda feel that my writing is a cheat because i can be good at it. Damn it- i love him.
"Wow! THANK YOU!
!!!!!!
Um, hehe... yEaaaA!
I would call you but i can't even talk right now. I am glowing so brightly from within, that i don't know how to match it with words. I just got home to Nani's house, and excitedly saw the wonderful energy you sent me through pen and paper. I've read it three times already. I wanted to call you right away, but I have to roll around in this bliss for a few more moments.. Still i have to respond in some way, immeadiately so that you may share this joy too. So, thank you and wow! And thank you thank you thank you thank you.. for so many things i can't start now, but to say the most important.. Thanks for gettin me!
... you overwhelm me! Muwah!"
"...you once said that you wanted to feel my stare, hungry for you, from across the room... well i don't know if you can feel it now, but it is burning brighter than ever. We all have our walls. I'm sure i had a few up while around you. I don't always fully understand my walls or how to break them down. Sometimes I think they have kept me from fully falling in love. SOmetimes those walls get broken down. Rarely all at once. I don't even know what those walls are let alone how to take them down. Whatever and however.. You just did it. I feel like a little pin just came along and took out the Great Wall of China and these love starved Mongols are charging out. I was ready for gushy love letter.. But I sure didn't expect to have it unleash this... I'm a..."
"... right now i'm a giggling goo ball of joy and love and appreciation!"
"I'm sitting here wondering what I would mess up if I were to just hop on a plane tomorrow morning. I don't really want to go to work anyway, hehe! Oh but i have to fire my putz of a lawyer and get a new one this week and i dont think i have time to mess around with that task. Everything else could wait, so that i could see you right away!"
I don't want to screw him up and i don't want him to screw me up... and it always happens- but damn i love him. I kinda feel that my writing is a cheat because i can be good at it. Damn it- i love him.