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I dont think its going to work out with Evan. Ive been wodering whether I could salvage our friendship after I break his heart and i dont think thats a good sign. Im not sure however so I want to see him again before I do anything rash I think I owe him at least that. He is a very sweet man and Im not willing to give him up unless i am sure. but Im still all twisty about it.
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