Sunday Morninggg...
I should be studying for my huge test on heart and vascular diseases tomorrow but my mind is going nuts...
Im just still so excited from last night. Mike took me out for a date...like a we havent been spending enough quality time w just us date...it was amazing...I tend to forget just how awesome he is. He is the boyfriend I've dreamt of having since Ive been dating...last night we decided to stay in indiana after going out to dinner cause it was cold and rainy and late so we wanted to see the lakehouse and of course it was all rented out...so I decided to buy it...we walk out of walmart and its pouring...he goes "wait here" ....yea. He ran to the car and drove to the door to pick me up. I lost it....I haven't cried happy tears in a very very long time....(im getting them again now).
He just shocks me sometimes. I feel like I dont deserve him. He is like a gift from God for dealing with all the terrible shit Ive been through in my life. When he holds me at night its like Im safe and I just feel so loved and so perfect....he makes me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world...and like Im perfect and its just sooo nice.
I feel like Tom Cruise jumping on oprahs sofa here....but omg...like...I wish I had listened to so many people who told me to stop dating the losers Ive dated in the past....its been 6months...and it still feels so amazing.
There are still things going on in my life that I wish weren't happening...but I feel like with him by my side...to run home to and hide behind its like...I can handle anything.
I have to go study for this massive test now. Dont be stressed out or fat or smoke or eat alot of cholesterol people or you'll get hypertension and youre arteries will get hard and clogged and then you will have congestive heart failure and die. <-- thats basically my whole test right there.
:-) to all my girls....dont put up with something less then perfect...cause as soon as you stop looking and stop trying youre lacrosse boy will step out of the crowds and sweep you off your feet.
Im just still so excited from last night. Mike took me out for a date...like a we havent been spending enough quality time w just us date...it was amazing...I tend to forget just how awesome he is. He is the boyfriend I've dreamt of having since Ive been dating...last night we decided to stay in indiana after going out to dinner cause it was cold and rainy and late so we wanted to see the lakehouse and of course it was all rented out...so I decided to buy it...we walk out of walmart and its pouring...he goes "wait here" ....yea. He ran to the car and drove to the door to pick me up. I lost it....I haven't cried happy tears in a very very long time....(im getting them again now).
He just shocks me sometimes. I feel like I dont deserve him. He is like a gift from God for dealing with all the terrible shit Ive been through in my life. When he holds me at night its like Im safe and I just feel so loved and so perfect....he makes me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world...and like Im perfect and its just sooo nice.
I feel like Tom Cruise jumping on oprahs sofa here....but omg...like...I wish I had listened to so many people who told me to stop dating the losers Ive dated in the past....its been 6months...and it still feels so amazing.
There are still things going on in my life that I wish weren't happening...but I feel like with him by my side...to run home to and hide behind its like...I can handle anything.
I have to go study for this massive test now. Dont be stressed out or fat or smoke or eat alot of cholesterol people or you'll get hypertension and youre arteries will get hard and clogged and then you will have congestive heart failure and die. <-- thats basically my whole test right there.
:-) to all my girls....dont put up with something less then perfect...cause as soon as you stop looking and stop trying youre lacrosse boy will step out of the crowds and sweep you off your feet.