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So..I've been thinking.
And that's never a good thing.
So I put it all under a *cut* so you can read it at your discretion.
Please comment if you do read it.
and do read it.
Okay, SO at one time or another we all think about sex. Most of us think about it all the time. And the majority of us have screwed around with people. Or at least messed around. Mostly with our boyfriends, some not. My point of *interest* is that I have never messed around with a guy that was my boyfriend. Which I find..interesting and confusing. I haven't had a boyfriend in awhile. I've just been messing around. For about three or four months. This past week has made me think a lot. Is that what I want? To go from guy to guy, messing around, and then...not having a relationship? I've never been one for relationships..but this just seems promiscuis. (sp??). I end up feeling really worthless, time after time. After Manny, especially. Not really today, except he didn't really call me..Anyway, I'm just sick of messing around. I know you're probably sick of hearing me say that, and I probably won't stop, but I'm sick of it.
But where do you draw the line at a slut? What makes someone that way? Me and my *dear* cousin recently went to a Ray football game, and while there we were hanging around this girl, who will remain nameless, and she said, in response to being called a lesbian "I SUCK DICK!!". That I must say was slutty. And I know she fucks around a lot, so does that make her a slut? Or just horny? I don't know.
And on the contrary, there are other people who dont mess around at all. Like a good friend of mine, who ALSO will remain nameless. She hasn't ever kissed a boy. Ever. Is that wrong? She's 15. Almost 16. But..It's not like, she's AGAINST it, she just doesn't put herself really out there, like i suposse i do. She complains about it so I dont see why she doesnt just go get kissed but I don't know. Anyway, I think that it's kind of strange but fine if she's okay with it. But she's not.