Jun 10, 2009 02:53
I'm feeling thoughtful.
Soo I won't even be able to afford everything I want to do this summer. It makes me sad. =[ I love my friends to death, and we do a lot of fun things together. But I want to live every single day like I won't get one tomorrow. Too much expectation? Yes. But I mean, I want to go to Cedar Point and driver across the state for no good reason at all. Money? Motivation? I could probs go by myself, but some company would only make it all the better. I like being alone, but alone gets lonely sometimes, am I wrong? I won't settle to just date someone because I need company.. but I mean a cuddle sesh and someone to share a nap with would be comforting every once in awhile. What about someone as adventurous as I? As spontaneous maybe? Let's just do something spur of the moment, off the wall. Nowhere to hangout? Let's go sit at the park and just watch the stars? Let's drive to an unfamiliar place, park and lay on the hood with a bottle of cheap wine and tell good stories.
I'd just like to create some memories.