Torn to Pieces into a Whole New...Someone.
Either I get what I want or I'll take what I want.
So that's what I did Monday. I took what I wanted. I'm still iffy on most of what I want still. For the most part it hasn't changed any. On how I want to handle things, however, that's something else entirely. But I'm working through it. Just like deciding about how much I care about certain people and things. How much am I just going to let 'slip through the cracks' and how much I'm goin to throw against a wall. I've just got too much shit going on right now from all corners of my life and I don't really have time to sort through it due to having so much work at my job to do that I can't get it done in the 8 or so hours I'm at work.
What I do know. Is that I am going on a very warm vacation this winter and I have no problem going by myself. I also know that I'm happy. For the most part. Not as happy as I was, but definately happy enough through the winter. As of now anyway... as of now. I'm hoping it stays this way. I hope nothing else really changes. Well, unless I force it to...