Jul 25, 2005 17:57
Not literally, of course.
I'm going to use this time to bitch, naturally. And, you know, I don't give a fuck if anyone reads this or not.
Saturday Night-
1. I get a whole bunch of text messages from Clay(former boyfriend)'s gf, Bethany. She begins the conversation by telling me that they were having sex ((RIGHT THEN)). Then, she progresses to telling me: "What do I have against you? Let's see. You can't let him go. He will never be your's. If you had any decency or character you would stop trying to go after him. What will it take to make you understand... Engagement ring, wedding ring, kids... He is over you, now get over him." Harsh much? I think so, especially considering that all I have ever wanted is just to be friends with him. But, no! Every time we were supposed to hang out, it got cancelled on account of Bethany. I haven't even SEEN him since February. It's really fucked up that they would do this. I haven't done anything but be supportive of their relationship, not to mention that I don't even WANT to be with him. SO, I call them, mostly cause I was supposed to be working and it was not an easy thing to do being that I wasn't thinking about working. So, we talked for a while and came to the conclusion that we all should just not talk anymore. It's easier that way and I don't want to cause problems.
2. Then I called my mum and cried on the phone with her for a good ten minutes. But then my break was up and I had to go back to work. My manager made fun of me, but then was very consoling.
3. I went to a party. It was interesting. I got incredibly drunk and played some beer pong with Smirnoff instead of beer. Uhmm.. I don't think I want to talk about the rest of it, but a BIG "THANK YOU!!!" goes out to Mike Wanek, Redcrusher, Jarrod, and Katie, not to mention to Scott for the alcohol. But, I wont be doing any of that again. Hopefully.
I have about a hundred more things to say, but I choose not because I have a lot to do in a little time and I want to get offline. Good night.