Uhmm... Hi?

[raineyflutterby]

So, I took this from Kellie, who took this from Steph and Someone?

--Name: Rainey
-- Birthdate: August 7, 1987
-- Birthplace: Limestone, Maine
-- Current: Phoenix, Arizona
-- Eye Color: Blue
-- Hair Color: Blonde, a little red, with some fading pink streaks
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Leo
-- Innie or Outtie: Innie

-----------------DESCRIBE

Comments

[uninvitedscars]

Right, um... depression is a neurological disorder and whenever someone talks about dying it's a fucking cry for help from their friends, family, or whomever is close to them; not to be ridiculed. My parents aren't the type of people that believe in seeking psychological or medical help, maybe because they're British, I don't know. You don't know anything about my inner-family life, all you see is the outside: the prestige and materialism in my family. It's the outer later of the shit you don't see. You don't know the things that my father says and has done to me, maybe some things in that topic we have in common, at least you're away from your father, I'm still stuck with mine, /every day/. I'm not going to fake happiness in my own goddamn journal; I hate this candy-coated bullshit. I don't write shit to please other people. I'm not trying to say that you haven't had difficult times in your life, and I'm not trying to turn this into a "Whose life sucks more contest." I can't help that Jason likes me either, I didn't hold him at gunpoint telling him that if he didn't like me that I'd kill him. So when I said that I don't like you making stuff up about me, I meant that when you told Stephani that "all she's trying to do is get Jason all to herself when you're not there," that pissed me off. You're contradicting just about everything you say: "I posted it for myself and for you. You didn't have to read it either." That sentence is a contradiction in itself, but I didn't read it, it was read /to/ me. Once again, I did not make him like me, we seem to have more things in common like RPG's, Anime, and video games in general, and you're just using me as a scapegoat to vent your anger. That's all that's going down, unnecessary shit. Nobody cares. You're the only one that was still bringing it up, did you notice that? Let's just knock it off for Christ sake like it had been before.

[raineyflutterby]

Look, I already tried to call a truce. Do you not remember that, or would you like to read it again? It's still up there from earlier yesterday. I never asked you to candy-coat anything. I don't want you to put on a face and pretend for anyone, however, I was asking that you refrain from being all "I hate my life.. I want to die". It's not pleasant and it makes those of us who are TRYING to maintain a normal and less depressing life very uncomfortable. As I said before, personally, I don't want to think about unhappy things and there is no use in complainging about things that you cannot change. I just don't see the common sense in bringing up things that are only going to make you, as well as those around you, unhappy. I WANT you to be happy, Kellie, I really, truly do. So, I don't want you bringing yourself or others down with you. Do whatever you like. It's not my job to sit here and write about all the things that I disagree. I apologize again for that.
For the record, I never said, "all she's trying to do is get Jason all to herself when you're not there". I don't know who is lying or what is being misinterpretted, but I will make it right if you would like me to. However, there was no point for that comment. Should have come to me and asked me if you thought I was saying things like that.
As for the "I posted it for myself and for you. You didn't have to read it either" comment. I was trying to say that I didn't post it for anyone else and that you didn't HAVE to read it. Yes, I posted it for you as well, but I wasn't forcing you to read it. And while it was read to you, you still came on and posted to me about it anyway. Could have let it go, right? But, no matter.
Yes, we have a lot in common. Maybe after we both get over this (which I am sure we will) we can discuss happier or easier subjects. Don't know when that will be or for how much longer you want to keep this up, but eventually, it will get better. Sorry again.