Jan 21, 2005 02:28
.It seems I am coming home at long last. It feels weird to call Phoenix my home now. I mean, I am never there... I've decided that I don't want to be friends with a lot of the people I used to be. I think I am a lot more adult than I used to be. I don't care as much about what you people think about me. I DON'T CARE. lol. It's fascinating.
Anyway.. I haven't updated. Because I really don't care about it that much either. I have my Xanga open. But I just don't see the point of having both. So... I have been working a lot. As a boss. This has probably contributed greatly to the way I talk to adults or to business people... Probably to people in general. I have experienced the freedoms of how to be an adult. And I am blunt now. I honestly don't give a damn if people are offended by it. And that's great. Everyone should have this mindset. EVERYONE. lol.
Anyway, I have been really happy lately. I think that comes with growing up. And, when I come back I have set a lot of rules for myself. 1. Don't go to Golfland. (It's not for the best.) 2. Don't associate with people who are THAT much younger and juvenile. 3. Don't become Rob's plaything. 4. Don't let Scott fall back in love with me. 5. Spend more time with people who care about me and less with people like Amanda who clearly does not like me 6. Try to maintain friendships I don't want to lose... Like Garrett and Hector and such. 7. Don't date boys. Anyone under 18 isn't worth it anymore. They are too young and have no life experience.
That's all I've got for right now.