Eh

Sep 27, 2004 11:11

How is it that people who mean so much to you make you so miserbale at times...

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Dechu: hi
RaineyFlutterby: How's it going?
Dechu: good you
RaineyFlutterby: Not too bad. I got a new job. Making twice as much
Dechu: good
Dechu: where
RaineyFlutterby: same place. Papa John's. They made me a manager.
Dechu: in kentucky?
RaineyFlutterby: In Oklahoma
RaineyFlutterby: Jeeze.
RaineyFlutterby: I keep telling you I didn't go to KY.
Dechu: oh sorry
RaineyFlutterby: no worries
RaineyFlutterby: so what's new?
Dechu: nm you
RaineyFlutterby: that's about it. I think I am going to buy a house
RaineyFlutterby: So I heard that in Nov. Scott might be moving in with Dorion in an apartment
Dechu: maybe
RaineyFlutterby: where would you live? who would you live with?
Dechu: i have a good friend that wants me to move in with him
RaineyFlutterby: that's cool.
RaineyFlutterby: at least you have half a clue, if you need it
RaineyFlutterby: so how is everyone else?
Dechu: good
RaineyFlutterby: I never talk to anyone. So, is there anything new going on?
Dechu: like what
RaineyFlutterby: I dunno. Anything at all. I really never talk to anyone. How is Dorion's work going? How is college for Bruce? How's Amanda's bitchyness coming along? I dunno.... Something
Dechu: everything is good
RaineyFlutterby: well, taht's really good to hear.
RaineyFlutterby: that's*
RaineyFlutterby: How are things with Jayme?
Dechu: things are great
RaineyFlutterby: well, that's very good
RaineyFlutterby: personally, I haven't even met anyone out here who has looked twice at me... *feeling a bit ugly lately*
RaineyFlutterby: It's so strange, not knowing anyone or having any friends...
RaineyFlutterby: It's weird
Dechu: lmao
Dechu: and that's even in OKLAHOMA!!!!
RaineyFlutterby: huh?
RaineyFlutterby: what does that have to do with anything?
Dechu: lmfao
RaineyFlutterby: grr
Dechu: lmao
RaineyFlutterby: still laughing?
Dechu: yes
Dechu: bruce and scott are going to die when they see that
RaineyFlutterby: when they see what?
Dechu: nothing
RaineyFlutterby: my comment?
RaineyFlutterby: I shouldn't tell you anything
Dechu: lol
RaineyFlutterby: god, stupid of me to trust you enough to keep conversations confidential
RaineyFlutterby: should have known
Dechu: bad you
Dechu: you should have known better
RaineyFlutterby: oh, shut up...
RaineyFlutterby: I'm doing everything in my power to still be nice to everyone and stay in contact?
RaineyFlutterby: -?
Dechu: --?
RaineyFlutterby: But I can't help but think that I shouldn't even try
Dechu: lol
RaineyFlutterby: okay... nevermind
Dechu: well good luck with that whole trying to stay in contact thing, i'm gonna go play final fantasy
RaineyFlutterby: I've been in a really good mood lately, so you aren't going to ruin that for me
RaineyFlutterby: have fun
RaineyFlutterby: if you see Mike, tell him I'm trying to get ahold of him
RaineyFlutterby: please
Dechu: deal
RaineyFlutterby: thanks. good night

He's a jerk. Sometimes I think I shouldn't talk to him, because he likes to irk me a lot. I don't like that he does this to me, messes me up in my head and makes me dislike myself, even if I don't want to. it's really weird, being out of control like that. Eh...

So anyways, I am doing pretty well, here in OKC. For those of you who don't know, i started a new job out here. I'll be making at least twice what I was making before. And I really like it. Everyone is really nice to me, and I appreciate it because, it's going to really odd being everyone's boss, but be the youngest person who works there...

Well, yeah. Everything's dandy. I really wish I could settler in and find some people who interest me. I need to go check out the local arcades and stuff. Amaybe I'll meet some new people. I just hope I'm not the only semi-punk girl out here. I don't want to be the only one listening to Blink 182, MSI, Metallica, Coheed and Cambria, Seether, Evanescence, etc. I'm not like the rest of these people. They're all into Country and stuff. It's just not me.

And I was pretty serious about the poeple not looking twice at me. I guess guys out here don't look for the same things as guys out there. I mean, I guess all the honks I got walking to work yesterday count, but I haven't really met anyone. Random honking really isn't as flattering as talking to a person. Know what I mean?

Oh well, I am off to talking online. Good night, and keep me updated! *love*
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