I don't really think there is anyone who can help, but thank you for trying. Uhmm, I hate talking about what is wrong in this case, because it all seems very immature and juvenile to be upset. But, I mean, my best friend Amanda who knows everything about me, inside and out, stole the guy whom I have been in with for a very long time. I don't really blame her, because he told me a lot of times that he liked her until I was about ready to kill them both. But, I wasn't about to try to hurt either of them in any way. I'm not the type of person who will say anything is wrong. I will let them be happy. Because, I do want them happy, even if I'm not the one making them happy. I'm not about to interfere in their relationship. However, I told Amanda everything that happened in my relationship with Bruce and when she brought it up, he freaked out and yelled at me. It really hurt my feelings that he called me a liar when he heard some things he just didn't remember. It's not fair to me that he forgot some of the things that were so important to me. And THEN he has the nerver to call me a liar. I never said anything to her in order to break them apart. I want them happy, like I have said over and over. So now he isn't talking to me. And then there is the ever-popular Robby who I have talked so much about in my journal. I swear if she had read them, she would understand that I really liked him. But, I honestly don't think it matters to her who I like anymore. So, she told Robby that he was my alleged "Plan B" for if things didn't work out with Bruce. And that wasn't freaking true! It hurts so much that my best friend of all people could clear my life of everyone I love. It really hurts though, because I have nothing... and she has everything... She's got money, she's got my boyfriend, she's got all of my friends... And, I haven't got anything at all. I have an emotionally scarred heart, my poor mother, and a little brother. And I have to work to help take care of them. And... It hurts a lot when I have to worry about people I love hurting me. So, now I have to start over. I need new friends... Sorry to complain... But you did ask.
Well, sometimes it's easier to talk about your problems, rather than searching endlessly for solutions to them. My advice would be to make yourself happy for once. You want them to be happy, yes, but what about you? Don't you count?
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