What the hell...
I'm feeling so many different emotions right now and I just can't put any of the many pieces together. For the most part, though, I'm sad :(... I saw him Wednesday and it was so wonderful. I'm still incredibly happy that I got to see him, but now, I'm sad because I know I probably won't see him again for a long long time. :(
Last night, I couldn't stop thinking about him and how bad I wanted to be in his arms. I just wanted him to hold me until I fell asleep and then some. I keep playing those few hours over and over again in my mind and I can see his deep brown eyes if I try hard enough... I can still feel his arms around me when we hugged, I can still hear his laugh if I try hard enough... All of these things make me so happy, but now, that they're not here with me, I want them so much more... :( I just want to see him again soon. Really soon...
*sigh* I wish I could drive... I will soon, though. I'll be 18 in the blink of an eye and so far, this year is going by really quickly for me. *teardrop* I miss Rob.
>~*...Later Days...*~
Last night, I couldn't stop thinking about him and how bad I wanted to be in his arms. I just wanted him to hold me until I fell asleep and then some. I keep playing those few hours over and over again in my mind and I can see his deep brown eyes if I try hard enough... I can still feel his arms around me when we hugged, I can still hear his laugh if I try hard enough... All of these things make me so happy, but now, that they're not here with me, I want them so much more... :( I just want to see him again soon. Really soon...
*sigh* I wish I could drive... I will soon, though. I'll be 18 in the blink of an eye and so far, this year is going by really quickly for me. *teardrop* I miss Rob.
>~*...Later Days...*~