Just another semester at escuela...
Well, New Years was fun... Went over to Anthony's. Got drunk. Had some good conversations... yes CASeY, i do remember. Tried to help people who were sad... It's really weird to go to a party and see two ex-boyfriends... who are actually friends with each other and talk with them like nothing was ever serious like that between you...difficult to explain.. i'm sure someone understands what i mean. Anyway! I'm sorry to everyone at the party that had to take care of me. Thank you all, i appreciate it greatly. So, i'm back at school now. My grades SUCKED last semester and i have to get my GPA up to a 3.0 by the end of this semester otherwise my Mom will be making me go to Clayton State or something close to home... sucks. So i guess i'll see you all a LOT more next year... there's no way i'll be able to pull off a 3.0 by next the end of this semester. Will isn't at school this semseter...it sucks. I miss seeing him everyday. However, maybe i'll be a bit more motivated to go to class because i won't be distracted by him, not that it wasn't a GOOD distraction...but yea. But I don't have anyone to hang out with now. My nights used to be spent with him...every once in a while i was with Jessie or Shannon or Colleen. So, i've been hanging out with Mike a bunch lately (Nick's roommate). Mikey is SOOO super sweet and so much fun to hang out with. I think i piss him off when i talk about Will around him. We've been talking a lot though. We like the same music and stuff. We have a lot in common. I think Will gets a little jealous that i'm hanging out with other guys too. It's like..well damn it!! I just can't win. But i like Mikey so ... screw it! I mean.. he shared his weed with me! Hells yea!! I feel bad for him... his girlfriend, well, EX-girlfriend, Laura, she was such a BITCH to him. He didn't deserve the hand he was dealt with that one. Mike has such a low self-esteem. I blame Laura and stupid elementary kids. He puts himself down all the time. I don't understand why. I see nothing wrong with the boy. He thinks he's fat or something. That's never really been a issue to me.. i mean yea, there are some people who are just like...WHOA you are unhealthy fat. But Mike's not like that. He's just built like a football player. He reminds me a bit of Robert just a LOT taller... no offense Bob!! Anyway, we are working on building some confidence... tryin to get him out there and dating again!!! I will succeed...hopefully. Mike's GREAT, he's just shy and not outspoken enough. But yea, he rocks. Moving on... I'm staying with Jessie!! WOOHOO FUN TIMES TO BE HAD!!! She rocks my world!! Just ask "Steve," her Canadian friend...haha!! Anyway, i miss Will. He said he'd call me tonight and he didn't. :( oh well. I'll talk to him tomorrow...prolly. I love him. He's so great now. Once he was like... Wow... Kim is GREAT! I shouldn't make her sad. He changed his attitude towards me...in a good way. And i love his Family... they are super sweet too. He said he might be moving out. He should live in the dorm with ME! It would be funny. Well, i think so. Well kids, it's getting a bit late and i'm just rambling on now. Guess i'll talk to Jessie or something. Much Love Everyone!!