why? Just answer me that...please...
Why do i pick the ones i do? Why do i pick the ones that want to make me cry? Why can't i cry? Where have my tears gone? Am I so emotionally distraught and stressed out that i can no longer formulate tears? Why must he do this to me? Why must i do this to him? Why must the world be full of such turmoil? Why must hearts be broken? Why is jealousy an emotion that i feel and hate and loath the very feelings of it? Why are there emotions that make you hurt? Who would do this to the human race? God, that's who...he must know what he's doing, but i can tell you one thing..i hate feeling all of these things and i hate going though all this emotional stress. I wish it would all go away. I wish he would come talk to me. I wish things made sense in my life. I wish my parents would leave me alone sometimes. I wish i could say everything was going to be ok. But i can't. I can't get rid of how i feel and i can't make myself stop feeling this way and i can't make all the pain i feel go away. Only he can. and i doubt he will. Don't ya just hate that?