and yes, the relationship is dead.

[rainey_daize]

I don't get it, how can you just stop loving someone? I know I can't, you can't just turn feelings on or off at the touch of a button.

So I don't know how I feel really, besides hurt and confused. All I know is that I left the people I know and love to move out, and now I'm living with a roommate, not my lifemate. I don't have the loving physical contact I need on a daily basis.

I am not a happy camper.

I'm kind of numb right now.