sad sad sad
i hear about how everyone is doing right now and i am wandering why stupid shit is bothing everyone...well iam having the lowest time of my life....i cant tell or say anything but i really need a friend right now and i need to be doing someting a little more productive with my life... well i am going back to school in the winter and i am going in for my L.P.N...wierd i know but i want to do something that will help people and help me with my babies
i feel like there is something that i am missing in my life and i dont know if i am ready for it yet....some of my friends are lucky to be with someone that loves them no matter what..and then there are other s who go through hell to be with that one person and all they do is fuck with there..
then i look at my mothers fucked up marrage with asshole of the year and it makes me NEVER want to be with anyone..
i have to go the ass is here
i feel like there is something that i am missing in my life and i dont know if i am ready for it yet....some of my friends are lucky to be with someone that loves them no matter what..and then there are other s who go through hell to be with that one person and all they do is fuck with there..
then i look at my mothers fucked up marrage with asshole of the year and it makes me NEVER want to be with anyone..
i have to go the ass is here