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so I was sick today when i came home from the westside... probably due to the fact that I finally noticed that roxanne I dunno its just not gonna work out... were too different and I dont want her to change who she is for me so I broke up with her... she started crying when she got out of the car.. felt like my heart was getting ripped out... i feel like poopy... i dunno guys... i just dont know... i dont want this but its what needs to be done... and Im almost completely ecided Im joining the military... but I have decided I am going to wait till I have my associates... this is not what I wanted today to be like... im gonna go throwup... some one spend time with me this week... and this weekend sucked cept for the visit with karen because after that the superbowl sucked and somehow chris got me to go to juarez... screw that... and the bum was singing for us... i dunno ...ugh... love me?