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this week has been really really really hard on me... few will understand the full thing but yeah just know... me and roxy have been fighting and its really hard I've cried everyday this week except today...im not the crying type... and me and my dad are fighting... mostly because he doesnt understand me and I didnt understand himtill I talked to my mom... she says that they both love me and its really hard for them to see me grow up and he just wants me to make the right decisions so that I dont mess up my life... too late... I can recover... itll never be the same... then last night oooooooh last night... Im headed to the westside with chris on the freeway cruisin along then WHAM!!!!x 100... my hood flies open breaks the windshield and bends over the top of the car... so Im trying to get off the free way without being able to see... skeered... I get off stop the car call the dad we get the hoof strapped down and he says "ok you go now" ... im pissed so I say screw and I just continue to the westside... i was so mad I called my mom and yelled at her... I then called her back and aplogized... I went spent time with roxy good crying time... I cried for a good hour she has a good shoulder to cry on... I love that girl... I know too soon.. so shoot me... yeah... me and my dad fought again today... I think roxy is mad at me too... but tonight tonight was the best... almost completely cause of karen... karen youre the best... Im going to make it a point to spend more time with you... like it was a couple months ago... I miss that.. goodnight everyone... side note... pool hall junkies is now one of my top 5 movies I likeit...