Apr 22, 2005 11:23
I'm in a state of frustration.
I can't find my Shakespeare Tradgedies book (with all its notes in it) anywhere. Plus, my paper for that class is due at 5 pm. I feel like not doing it. Surprise. I can't believe it. Where could I have left a book!? I never loose books, let alone books I know I need for classes. There has been so much shit going on this semster. But the the thing that most effed me up was when I was sick all that time. I have been behind since then and now this. UGH.
I have always been responsible. I always do my job as a student as a damn waitress as anything really. I take pride in whatever I do. Even if it is meaningless, it makes me feel good knowing I can do the job. I think this semester has kicked my ass partially because I had a 2 week infection. I don't have money because of it. I had to pay all these medical bills. The only money I have is to move in. I am definetely behind in class because of it. I feel lost. The only thing I caught up on was my daytime tv.
Now, I have to go beg Sutton for an extention. I don't feel like telling him all that's wrong but what else is there to do?!
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Ahh I hate Murphy's law! Fuck Murphy! That's a god damn awful name anyway!
No one's gonan play the harp when you die...