*Sigh*
Ever want to yell as loud as you can something that is bothering you but you can't quite find the words to say how you feel?! That's me... right now.
I'm secure. But as secure as I feel at times I just get these feelings about what people really think about me. As much as they can tell me otherwise, my pure instinct tells me "no." I just have a feeling that things are not gonna go well. I do trust people but I am a perceptive person so I can sense when someone is telling me something to make me feel better or to spare my feelings from the awful truth. I feel the truth coming. I sense something wrong (like I have before).
Hopefully I'm wrong.
Hopefully I'm being paranoid.
Hopefully this entry isn't too crazy.
:(
I apologize in advance for this ambigious entry.
I'm secure. But as secure as I feel at times I just get these feelings about what people really think about me. As much as they can tell me otherwise, my pure instinct tells me "no." I just have a feeling that things are not gonna go well. I do trust people but I am a perceptive person so I can sense when someone is telling me something to make me feel better or to spare my feelings from the awful truth. I feel the truth coming. I sense something wrong (like I have before).
Hopefully I'm wrong.
Hopefully I'm being paranoid.
Hopefully this entry isn't too crazy.
:(
I apologize in advance for this ambigious entry.