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Three weeks from today I'll be unpacking my stuff in Pittsburgh.
wow.
Time seems to have sped up even more than usual...my brain wont catch up and as a result I've lost it. My brain is gone. My moods are massively unpredictable. I'm worrying and upset half the time, sometimes I don't know what to do. Tiny things make me furious and ready to just give up.
I feel so overwhelmed, and everyone says i have no reason to be. Well, yes I do. I am allowed to worry, it's how i deal with things.
My last day at work is in about 2 weeks...I'm actually really going to miss that place. And i hate starting new jobs :(
i feel awful right now. I dont know what to do so Im just going to sit here and stare at the damn screen.
i need a hug. Hugs make things better...and only 3 wks till i can have hugs everyday!
wow.
Time seems to have sped up even more than usual...my brain wont catch up and as a result I've lost it. My brain is gone. My moods are massively unpredictable. I'm worrying and upset half the time, sometimes I don't know what to do. Tiny things make me furious and ready to just give up.
I feel so overwhelmed, and everyone says i have no reason to be. Well, yes I do. I am allowed to worry, it's how i deal with things.
My last day at work is in about 2 weeks...I'm actually really going to miss that place. And i hate starting new jobs :(
i feel awful right now. I dont know what to do so Im just going to sit here and stare at the damn screen.
i need a hug. Hugs make things better...and only 3 wks till i can have hugs everyday!