happy independence day
my parents think they know. but they don't know a single thing. they don't know the things i have to deal with. they don't know the feelings in my heart. they don't know my love, my anger, and all of my sorrow.
my mom told me she's embarrassed to have a son with dyed hair and that i should dye it back to a normal color. she told me to grow up. she told me i'm not in high school anymore.
yeah, that's just what i needed to hear right now. *sarcasm*
they don't know what i've been feeling. they don't know true reasons behind why i wanted to dye my hair. they just don't know what's going on in my head or in my heart.
i hate being told "to grow up". those words sting more than any other. they were the final words in a certain letter that ripped my heart to shreds.
i feel like screaming.
i can't deal with this bullshit anymore. i just can't.
i'm angry. i hate myself.
my mom told me she's embarrassed to have a son with dyed hair and that i should dye it back to a normal color. she told me to grow up. she told me i'm not in high school anymore.
yeah, that's just what i needed to hear right now. *sarcasm*
they don't know what i've been feeling. they don't know true reasons behind why i wanted to dye my hair. they just don't know what's going on in my head or in my heart.
i hate being told "to grow up". those words sting more than any other. they were the final words in a certain letter that ripped my heart to shreds.
i feel like screaming.
i can't deal with this bullshit anymore. i just can't.
i'm angry. i hate myself.