haiku
last night was so bad i thought i was going to die.
this evening i ate buffalo wings so spicy that i thought i was going to die.
but not the same "i think i'm going to die" i felt last night.
"Haiku for You"
I sit here alone
The loneliness comforts me
The story's ending
I have a poet's soul, but I'm stuck in the mindset and body of a scientist.
Some ghosts from the past:
March 24,2004
reeksmybutt: PEOPLE HATE YOU RICHARD
RainDropMemory: why? because i seem so insecure all the time?
reeksmybutt: yes and you are a sad person
reeksmybutt: who wastes people on yourself
RainDropMemory: you see, people do care about me, even you don't think so. and i betray their trust by being a dumkopf
reeksmybutt: really? because you waste people like vanessa, and you wasted your time on kathleen, and then you have crappy friends who dont care about you because you suck...you're a faggot
reeksmybutt: and thats all you are
RainDropMemory: okay.
RainDropMemory: thank you
reeksmybutt: your welcome, i guess you should know while im at it because so you dont waste your time on girls that hate you
Thursday, March 04, 2004
Alright. An update. So it rained today, and quite simply... it was perfect, just perfect.
Today was boring like every other day. I could sit and watch the rain for hours on end.
Alright. I got all the troubles out of my system. Take a deep breath... And realize that I have experienced the "real world". And the real world is full of pain and suffering, but there's always people there who love you. Yeah. I shouldn't worry to be myself.
waking up is the hardest part...
And... may good fortune shine upon me as I continue this life. You live but once... And sitting around hoping that life could be better is a waste of your time. Make the best of what you have.
this evening i ate buffalo wings so spicy that i thought i was going to die.
but not the same "i think i'm going to die" i felt last night.
"Haiku for You"
I sit here alone
The loneliness comforts me
The story's ending
I have a poet's soul, but I'm stuck in the mindset and body of a scientist.
Some ghosts from the past:
March 24,2004
reeksmybutt: PEOPLE HATE YOU RICHARD
RainDropMemory: why? because i seem so insecure all the time?
reeksmybutt: yes and you are a sad person
reeksmybutt: who wastes people on yourself
RainDropMemory: you see, people do care about me, even you don't think so. and i betray their trust by being a dumkopf
reeksmybutt: really? because you waste people like vanessa, and you wasted your time on kathleen, and then you have crappy friends who dont care about you because you suck...you're a faggot
reeksmybutt: and thats all you are
RainDropMemory: okay.
RainDropMemory: thank you
reeksmybutt: your welcome, i guess you should know while im at it because so you dont waste your time on girls that hate you
Thursday, March 04, 2004
Alright. An update. So it rained today, and quite simply... it was perfect, just perfect.
Today was boring like every other day. I could sit and watch the rain for hours on end.
Alright. I got all the troubles out of my system. Take a deep breath... And realize that I have experienced the "real world". And the real world is full of pain and suffering, but there's always people there who love you. Yeah. I shouldn't worry to be myself.
waking up is the hardest part...
And... may good fortune shine upon me as I continue this life. You live but once... And sitting around hoping that life could be better is a waste of your time. Make the best of what you have.