convincing
I realized my current state of mind isn't working so well. I'm upset almost all the time and dwell on the past and every single bad thing that's happened to me.
Therefore, through the use of false memories and convincing... I will convince myself so well that I will be living a lie and believe it entirely.
I will convince myself that I only have a little more than 5 months left to live. I will convince myself that I will die on October 11, 2008.
By doing that, I can learn to appreciate every day and every single little thing. I will learn that being upset means wasting the little time I have left.
Already today, I feel really calm.
I have to make good use of the little time I have left on this little planet.
What will I do on October 11?
That's for me to know and you to find out.
Therefore, through the use of false memories and convincing... I will convince myself so well that I will be living a lie and believe it entirely.
I will convince myself that I only have a little more than 5 months left to live. I will convince myself that I will die on October 11, 2008.
By doing that, I can learn to appreciate every day and every single little thing. I will learn that being upset means wasting the little time I have left.
Already today, I feel really calm.
I have to make good use of the little time I have left on this little planet.
What will I do on October 11?
That's for me to know and you to find out.