jyuukyuusai

[raindropvariant]

i'm officially 19 now. to be honest, i'm really not feeling so great. i have a bitch of a headache right now and it's preventing me from going to sleep. i'm going to be sooo dead for classes in the morning. on top of that, i'm dealing with a sudden hit of depression that literally came out of the blue. i'm feeling really down right now and i dont know what to do. i really need to get to sleep... i want to sleep. i want to feel better in the morning. maybe i'm just tired and grumpy right now. but right now i feel almost... worthless.

god, i hope i can fall asleep soon. i dont like feeling this way