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I ran across a an old blog of mine a few days ago and realized that it sort of had become a way to express thoughts and just pour out the bottle of suppressed ideology's, reactions and emotions towards life in general. So as I found myself nodding in agreement, mildly disturbed by the trends I saw or smiling at how my mentalities towards certain events had changed I realized that the process was cathartic. I never told anyone until much latter of its existence and then only a select few and maybe this will forever be an outlet blog as well, I suppose we'll just have to see. Have you ever had something held just out of your reach? Whether it be almost being able to grasp a concept or being able to almost reach a book on a top shelf in the library. That's exactly how I feel right now, I'm on the almost there stretch and it is by far the most trying.