wow this weekend is weird
ok so i had off on thursday and friday because of the ascension *flails arms*
so naturally, i got in trouble for god knows what, didnt see anybody, sat on my ass, and was grumpy. now tonight im sleeping over daddys (cuz i juist can not deal with my mother for one more night) THE worst part is that i have to pretend to like her all day tomorrow. figgin a! and we had "togetherness time" last night because apparently im on teh "wrong track". Me!?!?! on the "wrong track" holy friggin christ. its not like im selling dime bags on the corner or cutting class to light up or drink my troubles away or getting pregnant. i left her out of one little detail that wasnt even her descision and now shes saying that im "dissapointing her in the way im starting out my high school career". again i say "where the hell does she get her crack?!?!?!" ive made honor roll all 3 (and up coming 4) quarters! sure, i have more fun than my sister, and i love spending time making out in movie theaters or being rebellious in fun situations, but seriously..compare me to other people and im a saint. i usaully am a saint. she came into my room teh other day and wass concerned because it smelled "smokey", maybe thats because i was too stoned to vent it out after smoking a bowl. i havent seen my boy in over a week. i didnt make kickline, and my family doesnt wanna deal with me. ive moved the party, and its becoming such a burden to me. and dana is like the only one who even gives a flying fart in space about me. im not a whore, im not a bitch (all the time), i dont wear that much makeup, i dont wear short short skirts, or feather boas, WHAT IS MY MOMS PROBLEM?!?!?! she yells at me for everything!but its not like she listens to what i have to say, she assumes, and gets mad over little things. i hate her. yet tomorrow is supposed to be devoted to her. i hope she knows that shes on her own, and not to expect anything but flowers and a hug from me. ..2 can play this game.
so naturally, i got in trouble for god knows what, didnt see anybody, sat on my ass, and was grumpy. now tonight im sleeping over daddys (cuz i juist can not deal with my mother for one more night) THE worst part is that i have to pretend to like her all day tomorrow. figgin a! and we had "togetherness time" last night because apparently im on teh "wrong track". Me!?!?! on the "wrong track" holy friggin christ. its not like im selling dime bags on the corner or cutting class to light up or drink my troubles away or getting pregnant. i left her out of one little detail that wasnt even her descision and now shes saying that im "dissapointing her in the way im starting out my high school career". again i say "where the hell does she get her crack?!?!?!" ive made honor roll all 3 (and up coming 4) quarters! sure, i have more fun than my sister, and i love spending time making out in movie theaters or being rebellious in fun situations, but seriously..compare me to other people and im a saint. i usaully am a saint. she came into my room teh other day and wass concerned because it smelled "smokey", maybe thats because i was too stoned to vent it out after smoking a bowl. i havent seen my boy in over a week. i didnt make kickline, and my family doesnt wanna deal with me. ive moved the party, and its becoming such a burden to me. and dana is like the only one who even gives a flying fart in space about me. im not a whore, im not a bitch (all the time), i dont wear that much makeup, i dont wear short short skirts, or feather boas, WHAT IS MY MOMS PROBLEM?!?!?! she yells at me for everything!but its not like she listens to what i have to say, she assumes, and gets mad over little things. i hate her. yet tomorrow is supposed to be devoted to her. i hope she knows that shes on her own, and not to expect anything but flowers and a hug from me. ..2 can play this game.