+ Oulala +
Woot... I'm in the ecf computer lab right now.
Anyways.
I talked to people and they seem to all agree on the same thing, which is a thing I don't quite know how to do.. nor want to do at the moment. Maybe I should widen my selection of people to talk to. But unfortunately, I don't have any more choices left to pick from.
Sometimes I wish I could be like my friend, who seems to be immune to getting hurt, and vice versa, on this topic. Then my current life will be a hell lotta easier and I will probably feel less burden on me. Right now living under a mask is really really tiring.
I wish for my own room and my own privacy. (oh, I should go on res..)
If the people around you don't like the way you behave, should you change yourself, or should you go and find a better crowd? And by better I meant better-matching in terms of behaviour and thoughts. Similarly, if people don't like the way you think, should you change the way you think, change your audience, or just keep quiet? I suspect if I don't talk, nobody will have any objections.
Well right now, I'm calling heads and both sides of the coin are tails.
Should I change my call to tails, or change a coin?