Night time..
I should be going to bed now, but know that I won't be able to sleep, I never am. The thought in my head never seam to go away... Why is it so that the thought you really don't want to have always come at night? When I finally get the time to sleep I'm no longer tiered. Will it always be this way or will it one day end? Will I ever be "normal"? And in that case, what does he mean by normal?