falling for someone in perfect cliché

Feb 04, 2003 16:03

okay well today i ran away for the first time in ages. I don't know why I got the urge but I drove to forrest falls and climbed until I couldn't climb anymore. It was great up there.. but then why do you go somewhere to be alone and then miss people... and think about them until you can't stand it and have to come back to reality. Maybe I'm the only moron in the universe that works that way but I mean really.. whats the deal. I've never ever had a problem with tripping all over myself. For some reason now sentences don't put themselves together anymore,I have to work really hard at doing it myself. So why is the brain so inclined to turn into jello? I guess it's because if I could speak as naturally as I usually do I would cover up my dumb side pretty well.. and then someday the facade would fall and it would ruin the image I had created. So I guess I'm trying to get to the point that it's better to look like an idiot right at first instead of ruin a front later.

Well I also got my hair cut and now I have that sexy "I just got a cut" ear hair.... mmm. So I guess I'll shower before I go meet the grandparents for dinner. Until then I will continue to stare off into space think about things I've never thought of before and wishing I had some control over it.
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