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its over ~gone~adios~back to the same life as before~dreading it...~stress~drama~to sum it up~SCHOOL~yes!~but i guess for now~these last few hours~i couldnt be anymore..~happy........starting
over, clean slate, buh-bye 2004!!! this year is going to be different,
totally...some many mistakes made last year, can't erase them, but sure
can fix them, and THAT is what i have to do. i can't make these
decisions anymore, can't make the bad choices i have. i HAVE TO start
over. its not only something i want to do but if i dont disaster is
coming..i see it...smell it..life is short, too short to ruin large
parts of it with bad mistakes....caring about things
like..that..wasnt worth it. after high school what will it mean,
nothing? and in the end all it did was get me in trouble. right, yea i
think so..people are soo mean, for absolutely no reason..for what?
guess that will continue to be the mystery. so this year is going to be
different, no matter what. can't care what others think anymore, im not
living life for u! i know what i am living it for..hopefully i can
stand up for myself and live a life with what i believe in.......