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Today was another long day. I think the stress of starting a new job has finally accumulated enough to start weighing on me. Too many small things piling up behind me and I find that the work is beginning to feel very exhausting (if generally rewarding).
Small things. I dropped ice all over the floor. I was mistaken for a student again today. (Granted, seeing as how inauspiciously I started, I can't blame people, but it can irk me if I think about it too much.) I did badly during the modified barium swallow today. Missed half of everything going on, and here I had thought I was getting better. Failed to get my flu shot. Lost the contact numbers of a co-worker who kindly invited me over for the Christmas holiday (hope I can find that by Thursday). General worry over how I'm settling in, or rather, how I think people may perceive I'm settling in. (I think I'm doing fine. I know I take things slower than most people. I'm probably overthinking all of this.) And it's still three more days until the weekend.
Just a tired-feeling sort of day.
Small things. I dropped ice all over the floor. I was mistaken for a student again today. (Granted, seeing as how inauspiciously I started, I can't blame people, but it can irk me if I think about it too much.) I did badly during the modified barium swallow today. Missed half of everything going on, and here I had thought I was getting better. Failed to get my flu shot. Lost the contact numbers of a co-worker who kindly invited me over for the Christmas holiday (hope I can find that by Thursday). General worry over how I'm settling in, or rather, how I think people may perceive I'm settling in. (I think I'm doing fine. I know I take things slower than most people. I'm probably overthinking all of this.) And it's still three more days until the weekend.
Just a tired-feeling sort of day.