Aug 07, 2007 08:26
Stacy n Mike arrived safe and sound in the wee hours of monday morning. And how a time wandering the streets of New York yesturday, they covered quite a bit of ground. Tonight we're gunna try and hit up some bars see some of the nyc nightlife.
So for the last 3 weeks or so i've been playing the coy game with a guy at the path station. He'll look at me, i'll look away vice versa repeat. Its been going on for awhile now, i've tried to smile but i feel like an ass. I think the guy is kind cute in that bad boy way. Before it was little glances now its out and out looking at each other. While all this is going on there's a band somewhere in my head is playing a mocking version of The Smiths, Ask Me.
Ya know part of me is sad that i'm single, that would be the lonely part however the rest of me (which far outweighs the sad and lonely part) is excstatic about it. Especially when the losers that i've been dealing with lately. 3 strikes and your out I always say, and I had my 3 strikes hich pretty much means its me and not them, and i'm not at all interested in changing myself or 'learning' to like a guy. No thanks. Added to the I like not sharing my bed, my personal space, my money, and currently i'm enjoying library books and I now have my computer. So. Yeah. It sucks to be alone but i'd rather be alone then date a guy from new york.