Ahh LJ
Sometimes I am exceedingly happy to have an online outlet, albeit an old one, to get all the super silly overly indulgent thoughts out of my brain to somewhere else. It's like a mental scrubbing. I can put all the weird, unadulterated truth somewhere hardly ever seen and I immediately feel better. Some days I read old posts and laugh at my own absurd thoughts and other days it's like looking at pictures of where I've traveled on my little life journey. Strike that not little BIG life journey. I see my early posts and think oh god teenager. I would have smacked me then if I could have seen my own gayness. Well I guess we are all a little embarassed by restrospective acknowledgment. I have so much I wish I could write out, but work is all consuming at the moment and I have to say I kinda like it. I need to make some more time for me, but like everything it's a work in progress.