my fish is having a heart attack
seeing as how i haven't touched this here thang in like a year...i figured i might as well type something. i can't sleep anyway. there's no way in HELL i'm gettin up for my fuckin 8 am tomorrow.
for those of you who don't know every single detail about the happenings of my life this past year, that's just TOO DAMN BAD! haha no j/k. here's a brief overview:
~the pics from the last entry were shit. go figure.
~got accepted to mercer as a university scholar
~graduated high school. thank god.
~summer....worked....bitch ass hours though. two hour shifts -- wtf?
~hooked up w/joseph's brother. i still feel bad for that one.
~my birthday (august 3rd, bitches!) nothing special. no drunk, no trashed, no sex. such is life.
~left for school.
~shawn. dayum.
~jamie, kris, and morgane rock my socks.
~tj grew the balls to call me. never thought'd he'd come back.
~statesboro. obie. legends. cynthia. georgia southern.
~dropped chem. failed math. cried like a bitch after finals.
~christmas break, whoa baby: mark's house. shattered the sunroof of cynthia's car. pracitally set the carpet on fire. ron. adrian. i need help.
~new years. felt like i was dressed like a dayum hooker. froze my tits off. found matt passed out on the front porch like 3 hours after he went missing. found out tj was talkin to michelle.
~back to school. classes suck ass...and how much am i paying to be here?
~got pierced. gimmie a dollar and i'll show you if you're sexy. hehe.
~GOT MY CAR! IT'S SEXY AS HELL! fits me well. you know it.
~spring break. stopped wasting my time on lying assholes like tj. sucks...i was supposed to wife him for a week. so much for that. had first one night stand...i will NEVER do that again. but i did get his pants *yay*
~momma found out i smoked. that was not pretty.
~cynthia almost died. questioned my entire existance that night and cried like a BITCH. i'll never forgive him. i don't care what you say.
~told adrian i didn't wanna see him anymore. koodos for me.
~spent last weekend at sandra's cuz she's amazing like that and just like me. bad date with david *shudders*. and georgia state with shretta cheese. dood-- he was a sexy one...but can he handle me? HAHA!
~someone take my cigarretts. i need to stop smoking.
and that basically leaves me here: suffering from severe insomnia with a fuckin 8 am class in the morning. a paper and a 40 minute presentation due on monday that i haven't even started. finals are three weeks away and if i don't pull up my gpa i may be subject to "semester-long suspension." damn academic probation. damn first semester fun. damn the college life. it's amazing how i always seem to fuck myself in the ass (and yes...you may take pictures....for a price. lol j/k).
and i wonder why i wanna transfer to state.
i need to change the oil in my car. only got 1/8th of a tank for the rest of the week.
and i have a wedgie. just thought i'd share.
you know what sucks? withdrawls. from...things. like...fuck it. sex is bad. i should be a virgin.
i wanna go home. i miss my big sister. i miss her old apartment. i miss sitting out there with her and sandra all nite talkin about how much boys suck and we hate them. drinking our problems away and waking up like shit. those were the days.
dood...i haven't been drunk in a really long time. i guess taht's a good thing.
it's hard trying to start your life over. i don't know if i can handle all this at once. i need someone to hold me and protect me from...myself.
i'm getting better at pool. that's good, right? I'LL PLAY YOU FOR YOUR SHOES.
i'd give anything to fastforward my life a few years. to the time when i'm happy. needed. sucessful.
waht am i supposed to do? i don't wanna leave and regret leaving, but at the same time i don't wanna stay and regeret staying. i don't have time to think on it.
if i had a cat, it'd want it to be a real big fat orange tabby. i'd give him huge sunglasses and call him mac daddy. he'd be the neighborhood pimp.
so mercer just got his here facebook doohicky. i registered....but now i don't know what the hell to do with it. everyone says it's "so addicting"....but i don't quite see the addicting part. maybe they're all out of their minds. or maybe i'm just a dumbass. hell if i know. help me out if you can.
i can't feel my foot. i guess the rest of my body should join it and fall asleep too.
happy trails.
~ jasmine the great
p.s: xanga me, bitches --> raincloud8386
for those of you who don't know every single detail about the happenings of my life this past year, that's just TOO DAMN BAD! haha no j/k. here's a brief overview:
~the pics from the last entry were shit. go figure.
~got accepted to mercer as a university scholar
~graduated high school. thank god.
~summer....worked....bitch ass hours though. two hour shifts -- wtf?
~hooked up w/joseph's brother. i still feel bad for that one.
~my birthday (august 3rd, bitches!) nothing special. no drunk, no trashed, no sex. such is life.
~left for school.
~shawn. dayum.
~jamie, kris, and morgane rock my socks.
~tj grew the balls to call me. never thought'd he'd come back.
~statesboro. obie. legends. cynthia. georgia southern.
~dropped chem. failed math. cried like a bitch after finals.
~christmas break, whoa baby: mark's house. shattered the sunroof of cynthia's car. pracitally set the carpet on fire. ron. adrian. i need help.
~new years. felt like i was dressed like a dayum hooker. froze my tits off. found matt passed out on the front porch like 3 hours after he went missing. found out tj was talkin to michelle.
~back to school. classes suck ass...and how much am i paying to be here?
~got pierced. gimmie a dollar and i'll show you if you're sexy. hehe.
~GOT MY CAR! IT'S SEXY AS HELL! fits me well. you know it.
~spring break. stopped wasting my time on lying assholes like tj. sucks...i was supposed to wife him for a week. so much for that. had first one night stand...i will NEVER do that again. but i did get his pants *yay*
~momma found out i smoked. that was not pretty.
~cynthia almost died. questioned my entire existance that night and cried like a BITCH. i'll never forgive him. i don't care what you say.
~told adrian i didn't wanna see him anymore. koodos for me.
~spent last weekend at sandra's cuz she's amazing like that and just like me. bad date with david *shudders*. and georgia state with shretta cheese. dood-- he was a sexy one...but can he handle me? HAHA!
~someone take my cigarretts. i need to stop smoking.
and that basically leaves me here: suffering from severe insomnia with a fuckin 8 am class in the morning. a paper and a 40 minute presentation due on monday that i haven't even started. finals are three weeks away and if i don't pull up my gpa i may be subject to "semester-long suspension." damn academic probation. damn first semester fun. damn the college life. it's amazing how i always seem to fuck myself in the ass (and yes...you may take pictures....for a price. lol j/k).
and i wonder why i wanna transfer to state.
i need to change the oil in my car. only got 1/8th of a tank for the rest of the week.
and i have a wedgie. just thought i'd share.
you know what sucks? withdrawls. from...things. like...fuck it. sex is bad. i should be a virgin.
i wanna go home. i miss my big sister. i miss her old apartment. i miss sitting out there with her and sandra all nite talkin about how much boys suck and we hate them. drinking our problems away and waking up like shit. those were the days.
dood...i haven't been drunk in a really long time. i guess taht's a good thing.
it's hard trying to start your life over. i don't know if i can handle all this at once. i need someone to hold me and protect me from...myself.
i'm getting better at pool. that's good, right? I'LL PLAY YOU FOR YOUR SHOES.
i'd give anything to fastforward my life a few years. to the time when i'm happy. needed. sucessful.
waht am i supposed to do? i don't wanna leave and regret leaving, but at the same time i don't wanna stay and regeret staying. i don't have time to think on it.
if i had a cat, it'd want it to be a real big fat orange tabby. i'd give him huge sunglasses and call him mac daddy. he'd be the neighborhood pimp.
so mercer just got his here facebook doohicky. i registered....but now i don't know what the hell to do with it. everyone says it's "so addicting"....but i don't quite see the addicting part. maybe they're all out of their minds. or maybe i'm just a dumbass. hell if i know. help me out if you can.
i can't feel my foot. i guess the rest of my body should join it and fall asleep too.
happy trails.
~ jasmine the great
p.s: xanga me, bitches --> raincloud8386