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i got into the scholar's program at mercer. they're giving me $10,409 in grants and scholarships. awesome!
bought a fish yesterday. haha. a betta fish, it's pink and purple. sandra suggested the name squishie. "i shall call him squishie and he shall be mine and he shall be my squishie."
i've really been getting into this whole photography thing. it's really awesome. seriously. the day before yesterday i went around the lake down the street to take some picures with joanna. you start to notice a lot of things if you take the time to pay attention. like, there are alot of beautiful things around there that i never noticed before. it was fun.
i also finished my little clay sculpture. i made a box and put chinese symbols on it. faith, love, light, and eternity. then on the lid i made a little dude, only i didn't give him a head. i put his head on the ground beside him. lol. then on his back i put the symbol for strong. i love it. lyz was messing w/me yesterday, she was like "jasmine, ur such a nerd." lol. all b/c i skipped lunch to finish it. but hey, i think it turned out great.
things have been going so well for me this past week. kinda suprising b/c last week everything sucked. lol. yesterday was an excellent day. i've been having alot of those, and it's great. and i'm loving photography. glad i finally found something i can get into. it's like, you don't have to follow anyone's guidelines, you can do whatever, express yourself however you choose. you can look at something, anything, and make it beautiful. you can capture it and make it yours. i want to learn digital photography. damnit, i want a digital camera!!!! lol.
savannah and zack are gonna send me a fruit basket for my good deeds. lol. i'm acutally supposed to go on a picnic with them on sunday. i've never been on a real picnic before! lol. but anyway, they want to return the favor i guess, b/c i'm supposed to meet this guy daniel....we'll see how that goes.
the guy that's uh, "talkin" to me now is kinda....how do i say this....getting on my last damn nerve. he's trying to hard to claim me: call me his lady, his baby, his sweetie, and believe it or not -- his girlfriend (yeah, i nipped that last one in the bud damn quick!) it's sad tho, b/c i think he does genuinly care about me. like, it's not just about the ass anymore, he's throwing some emotion into it. or trying to anyway. jesus, i can't believe i'm about to say this, but i really wish he didn't give a damn about me. lol. it'd make my life a lot easier. but i can't just act like an ass and wait for him to get the hint. trust me: i've been on the other end of a situation like this, and it's not fun. however, i doubt he's put in as much emotion as i did. at least, i really really hope he hasn't....lol. that thought kinda scares me to tell the truth. i don't think i want that much emotion. at least not with him.
bought a fish yesterday. haha. a betta fish, it's pink and purple. sandra suggested the name squishie. "i shall call him squishie and he shall be mine and he shall be my squishie."
i've really been getting into this whole photography thing. it's really awesome. seriously. the day before yesterday i went around the lake down the street to take some picures with joanna. you start to notice a lot of things if you take the time to pay attention. like, there are alot of beautiful things around there that i never noticed before. it was fun.
i also finished my little clay sculpture. i made a box and put chinese symbols on it. faith, love, light, and eternity. then on the lid i made a little dude, only i didn't give him a head. i put his head on the ground beside him. lol. then on his back i put the symbol for strong. i love it. lyz was messing w/me yesterday, she was like "jasmine, ur such a nerd." lol. all b/c i skipped lunch to finish it. but hey, i think it turned out great.
things have been going so well for me this past week. kinda suprising b/c last week everything sucked. lol. yesterday was an excellent day. i've been having alot of those, and it's great. and i'm loving photography. glad i finally found something i can get into. it's like, you don't have to follow anyone's guidelines, you can do whatever, express yourself however you choose. you can look at something, anything, and make it beautiful. you can capture it and make it yours. i want to learn digital photography. damnit, i want a digital camera!!!! lol.
savannah and zack are gonna send me a fruit basket for my good deeds. lol. i'm acutally supposed to go on a picnic with them on sunday. i've never been on a real picnic before! lol. but anyway, they want to return the favor i guess, b/c i'm supposed to meet this guy daniel....we'll see how that goes.
the guy that's uh, "talkin" to me now is kinda....how do i say this....getting on my last damn nerve. he's trying to hard to claim me: call me his lady, his baby, his sweetie, and believe it or not -- his girlfriend (yeah, i nipped that last one in the bud damn quick!) it's sad tho, b/c i think he does genuinly care about me. like, it's not just about the ass anymore, he's throwing some emotion into it. or trying to anyway. jesus, i can't believe i'm about to say this, but i really wish he didn't give a damn about me. lol. it'd make my life a lot easier. but i can't just act like an ass and wait for him to get the hint. trust me: i've been on the other end of a situation like this, and it's not fun. however, i doubt he's put in as much emotion as i did. at least, i really really hope he hasn't....lol. that thought kinda scares me to tell the truth. i don't think i want that much emotion. at least not with him.