Oct 01, 2004 14:28
Me and jason have been talking for a while and dont get me wrong im like crazy about him but thats what im afraid of that im just opening myself a lil too much to him and im gonna get hurt at the end of all this he tells me that hes never met anyone like me and im very special to him and u know what i think hes great but i dont want this to rush its way into a disaster i wanna see him stick around but i dont want to get hurt so what should i do should i seperate myself from him for a while and let the heat tame it self but if i dont that i think i might want him more because its something im trying to distance myself from or do i just let destiny have her way with this and see what she has in store for me i have so many questions but no answers this sucks...........i miss him already how sad is that i have some grade A puppy luv goin on here amy kick me with some advise if u read this soon befor i decide on one crazy drunk night to drive to alantic city and ge married lololol