Apr 26, 2005 12:59
ah, what is going on??? i've been in the weirdest mood lately, like i'm all alone and the world is going to end and i'll i want to do is go into my corner and huddle. but the thing is i'm not really sad or anything, but i'm not really happy either, or angry.... maybe i have discovered a new emotion. they could name it after me and call it suriahtis or surisis or hypersuriahglycosis. mmmyes. i think i might be regressing or something becasue alls i've wanted to do lately is go home and put on comfy clothes and not worry about anything and eat comfort food and do all the stuff i used to do when i was little. but mostly i feel like i'm so alone, which is wierd becasue i know i'm not. ok, i can tell this isn't making any sense and i think i'm just going to have to wait it out. it's just a phase or something right? but i kinda like just going home and feeling all fuzzy. maybe it's the transition to a more me oriented state that i have decided to go into. mmmyes strange....