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Jul 01, 2004 20:25

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You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.



hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.



You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.



Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.

I guess it HAS been a while since I updated.

No worries. I'll be ranting for a while.... So dont read this unless you really want to hear my vent and whine. lol.

So. This summer is not turning out as planned. Maybe I should be like everyone else and write an extremely long entry about "oh how great graduation was... oh how everyone was so wonderful" haha. Yeah right. I'm actually kind of glad that I'll probably never have to see any of those people again. EVER. Some of them really are jerks. Oh well. Whatever.

I dont know, recently... I've been so cranky. I guess I just want to have some more fun. My typical day is... go to library at 10 and study until 2. Then I come home and get bored out of my mind. Yes, I know I should probably catch up on my reading and stuff, but I just really want to go out... roar.

Oh yeah. ANOTHER THING. Look, I'm happy that everyone cares about me, but dont act like we're best friends just because we're going to see each other from time to time. Listen, we barely talked senior year and now you come prancing up to me like we've been friends for all our lives. I dont think so. I will tell me my problems when I feel like... besides only ONE person really really knows all my problems. (Oodles of thanks and hugs to that person).

It's very frustrating when you try to be the good friend to everyone. I try. I stay up late and listen to all their problems and let them rant... ENDLESSLY. The funny thing is... the moment I need to vent... they're gone. GONE. They brush me off like I'm not worth their time. Well, maybe not THEY but just this ONE PERSON.

I'm just feeling so blah right now. I guess I just want to spend more time out of the house and have some fun.... without my mother yelling at me half the time about studying. Yeah. Studying. I hate this feeling. It's horrible, really. Gross.

I'm actually feeling really inconsiderate right now because I know there are other people who probably having worse than me. But somehow... I can't help by rant.

Oh well. It'll pass... and I guess I'll get over everything... eventually.

Boop. Haha. Ben knows what that means. =)
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