no more coffee, please.
Okay so Sara needs to get motivated.. no more school.. lots of work. But it's fun work.. unfortunately everyone drinks at work so I've been doing that a lot lol and really need to chill with it. I got me a check list of things to do:
*stop smoking once and for all (10-1, i won't stick to it but at least slow down enough to not die during mild cardio)
*20 min cardio a day, stretches and light strength training (gotta get active to keep up with danny, he's psycho with all that even with 3-4 hours sleep a night.. i love the boy)
*allow myself only 8 hours of sleep a night (cuz i'm a lazy girl and average about 12 which is wasteful and i have things to do)
*start reading again (it's healthy to keep the mind active)
*only drink maybe 2 days a week (but not enough to catch up for the rest of the week haha)
*look for another part time job during the day (maybe 9-2 in an office)
*create a nutritional plan for myself (fried food at work is not so slimming)
That's basically it.. life is very stressful lately.. my mom has been going for tests cuz she's under too much stress and is having heart related issues. We're not making enough money to stay in the house we're in or.. any house we would be in. I really need to pick up the pace and get that second job to help out and look for another place to live. Cuz mommy can't get a full time job, it's not fair to her at her age.
Danny's grandma passed away on Easter, she was 105 years old! Amazing really, their entire family is just so wonderful. Such strong, beautiful people.. cept Danny's brother is a bit off.. but he lives in California anyways so it's not an everyday issue. Me and Dan seem to be really hitting it off, I need to focus myself and deal with my issues and let him work on his cars and go skating cuz it's what he loves. I went skating with him last weekend and all in one fall I bruised up my forarm, elbows, knees, chest (cuz I landed on the side of the half pipe and hit my tit), and badly bruised my hip bone. It was wonderful, but I got right back up in a few minutes and kept going. It hurt tho, Dan was surprised I was so strong about it. What am I gonna do? Cry about it? I fell, big whoop.. if I broke something that'd be another story you know.
So that's all.. hope everyone else is well. Take care!
*stop smoking once and for all (10-1, i won't stick to it but at least slow down enough to not die during mild cardio)
*20 min cardio a day, stretches and light strength training (gotta get active to keep up with danny, he's psycho with all that even with 3-4 hours sleep a night.. i love the boy)
*allow myself only 8 hours of sleep a night (cuz i'm a lazy girl and average about 12 which is wasteful and i have things to do)
*start reading again (it's healthy to keep the mind active)
*only drink maybe 2 days a week (but not enough to catch up for the rest of the week haha)
*look for another part time job during the day (maybe 9-2 in an office)
*create a nutritional plan for myself (fried food at work is not so slimming)
That's basically it.. life is very stressful lately.. my mom has been going for tests cuz she's under too much stress and is having heart related issues. We're not making enough money to stay in the house we're in or.. any house we would be in. I really need to pick up the pace and get that second job to help out and look for another place to live. Cuz mommy can't get a full time job, it's not fair to her at her age.
Danny's grandma passed away on Easter, she was 105 years old! Amazing really, their entire family is just so wonderful. Such strong, beautiful people.. cept Danny's brother is a bit off.. but he lives in California anyways so it's not an everyday issue. Me and Dan seem to be really hitting it off, I need to focus myself and deal with my issues and let him work on his cars and go skating cuz it's what he loves. I went skating with him last weekend and all in one fall I bruised up my forarm, elbows, knees, chest (cuz I landed on the side of the half pipe and hit my tit), and badly bruised my hip bone. It was wonderful, but I got right back up in a few minutes and kept going. It hurt tho, Dan was surprised I was so strong about it. What am I gonna do? Cry about it? I fell, big whoop.. if I broke something that'd be another story you know.
So that's all.. hope everyone else is well. Take care!