Aug 20, 2004 12:24
You know, i dont quite understand why when Justin sets up a lie to piss beth off, why he has to lie to me to. I really dont understand that. I mean, Were 20 years old now justin, i think its safe to retire the lies and games. I really dont understand, and i try really hard not to be mad at him when he is lying and tells me cuz i know he deserves some credit for finnaly being honest. But, ehh. who knows. I'm a few years younger then him and im the one who acts older. well that could also be becasue he's a guy, and guys tend to be immature. plus the fact that im kinda mature for my age. Excpet when im around steph. But seriously, i wish i had more older friends, Everyone my age is soo immature. and im sick to death of all the who said what drama. i need to start hanging out with people who have less drama in their lives, its being to consume me. im so glad im homeschooled. even though it sucks, it keeps me away from all that highschool drama. Sometimes i find myself getting involed, like trying to patch things up, but im tired of that. if peopel want to make mistakes, the best thing i can do is offer advice, if you dont want to listen then fine. im tired of trying to protect my friends. i know that sound wrong, but how many times can u tell a person the same thing. They all want to oppinion your advice so bad, but no one wants to take it. why? so they can call u up the next day and ask you for advice agian. i think when this highschool bullshit comes around or somebody has a who said what kinda problem, im just gonig to aviod it.
No more drama,
Lauryn