Aug 10, 2004 18:53
Man, you know what would be great? if one thing could work to my advantage. Last night was a mistake and i shouldve been a lot smarter then that to even get involved in the situation. I shouldve jsut stayed inside, but instead this whole thing blew up in my face agian. im tired of being scared liek that, and thats not how it should have to be. " I'm sorry i made you cry." ??? Yea. me too. Thank god justin and jaquie were there though because they truely do care. i never really thought that the human race could be so caring. i mean, one little problem, and so many people are their to help me out of it and protect me, and also be there when i needed a shoulder to cry on. I am so happy i found justin as a friend becasue i know he wouldnt hesitate to protect me from someones bad intentions. Jaquie, stacy, amanda, big mike, everybody was there, and half of them barely knew me but cared enough to see that everything was okay. That really means a lot. i mean, just the fact that he cared when i always thought in my mind that everyone was fake. some people really proved me wrong last night.