just reminding myself..

[rainbowtiger18]

After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn that love doesn’t
mean leaning and company doesn’t
always mean security
And you begin to learn
that kisses aren’t contracts
and presents aren’t promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of a woman
not the grief of a child
and you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrows ground is
too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling
down in mid-flight
After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for
someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that
you really can endure
that you really are strong
and you really do have worth
and you learn and you learn
with every goodbye you learn.