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My life has been going down to tube again... Grades are dropping, I'm losing some of my friends, and having big problems with my bf. I starting to wonder if he still appreciates me... He's getting mad at me for little or no reason anymore. He's been really cranky and not all of that can be the cold he has. I now that he's been having problems with his family again and I am the one he takes it out on. I still love him but I don't know if I can take this right now. I've been working on some of the problems in myself that he pointed out, like getting mad over silly little things that shouldn't matter and I've been working on them... and then he goes and starts doing it himself, if this is what it was like for him I can't blame him for not liking it. He's been getting REALLY mad about me whining lately. I told him when we started going out that I do it. This should not be a problem. And I'm not even going to go into what his family did to me. It was bad enough to make me glad I don't have enough money to get any of them gifts for chrismas. I don't have money to waste on people who stab me in the back like that. The best part is when he got mad at me for calling him just to bitch at him even though I was in a really good mood when I called and had a bunch of good news to tell him... ;-; He said that he didn't want to talk to me, I think that would put any girl in a bad mood real quick.